Memories kept in my heart
Make me ache, now that we're apart
I miss you and I want to tell you more
To keep it all makes my heart sore.
The past haunts me, they're bitter yet sweet
They're here in my heart every little bit
Others may not know how I treasure you
But I can't fool myself because I love you.
I want to see you and listen to your voice
Watch your every move, But I have no choice
I was scared and I had to leave immediately
I didn't want to end it, but I had to do it quickly.
It was painful, you wouldn't know it hurt me
Deep here in my heart, the wounds, you won't see
But every time I'm reminded with thoughts of you
I feel empty, lonely and lost now that I'm without you.
I still wish and pray that I we'll be together again
I keep asking when - oh when?
It hurts to hope without any assurance
I want you to be beside me, my perfect romance.
This may not define the tears streaming down my face
May not show how much I love you in many ways
I can only write and keep this poem for others to read
Because I won't want to be discovered by you and expose my need.
This is not just that I'm in the state of being in love
It's difficult because it's you I can't get rid of
I'm in love and it can't just be anyone else
It's you my heart yearns for and no one else.
It even hurts when someone tries to replace you
It hurts when I try to find someone else to forget you
It won't be easy to erase everything and forget you now
Especially all these sweet memories are locked within me somehow.
Your smile, your voice, your breath and every move you make
I miss them all and it will take a lot of everything to get me awake
And be shaken away from a dream come true
A dream, of the sweetest memory and love, that is you.
-by SiNgUrL-
